I don't believe anything ever happens by accident, there's no absolute reason that anything can happen from sheer bad luck, but merely a reaction to an entropic incident. This is scientific fact. If you don't believe me than do a little research; you cannot have something from nothing and therefore something cannot happen if nothing sets it off into a chain reaction.

Scientific fact also states that chaos will always exist and cannot be stopped with nothing; left on its own, something will become dirty over time if no one converts matter into energy through their own bodies and therefore use that energy to move and clean it.

I listen to no one. I think others should do the same.

Not taking the advice of others would be fallacy, think about what they say and compare it to your own, what is the same and what conflicts. Change your own beliefs based on what conflicts and strive to find an answer that cooperates with other's conclusions.

I don't lie, I merely leave out information.

That was a lie.

When I lie, I like to make it obvious. I like to see if someone can figure it out....or to see if they will trust me.

When I am pointed out a fallacy of my own, whether I lash our or pretend to ignore it, I do attempt to fix it. This is sometimes hard to show because I'm so good at hiding things. So I try to leave holes in my words so they may see that I am trying to fix it. People often mistake this for stupidity, tho there it is not, due to the fact that I actively acknowledge that I should not be leaving such an obvious loophole. Its the only way to acknowledge to people that I did listen to them and do take words to heart. The point of this entire paragraph was because I did not leave a loophole previously.

I often misinterpret word definitions and therefore use the wrong words or use them incorrectly.

If I didn't fake emotions or point them out through statements, then you'd never be able to tell if I was sad or happy or in between; I like to keep to myself.

If you do ever see me not trying to fake an emotion, then something is truly wrong.

I can't sleep when my feelings get like this, it always throws things off.

I am so screwed when it comes to paying for college.

I don't really wanna go, I'm scared, its a gamble in life, but I've been pushed into a closed doorway and I need to pull out the key to open it.

I don't want to live this life, I wanna live the next, where everything that went wrong, everything that I failed at, will go right, and I will succeed at it.

Deep down inside I know there is no such thing, I know I'm doomed to die, rot, disintegrate, and be blown into a black hole as dust when our sun implodes and become a quantum ball of gamma energy, shot into the cold depths of space.

Have you ever wondered....if part of your atoms and molecules have ever been energy at one point in the universe? What if the person I loved and I contain atoms that were converted from gamma energy shot from a black hole, energy that bathed a planet and was stolen by a plant, stored as a part of it, eaten by an animal, up through the chain until it was stored into my growing body as I was forming? becoming part of one of my life-long brain cells? In this infinite illogical universe that refuses to follow its own rules, I believe it could have happened at one point or another, tho it wouldn't effect my life in any way.

I don't hope for anything. Hope is derived from believing and wishing that what has become nearly impossible will happen. No, I merely put into effect action that change the world around me, and therefore forcing what was impossible to become possible. When a wall is put in my way, I hop into a wrecking crane and smash it down.

People have trouble believing that I can do wrong because I don't get angry a lot....actually I can keep a cool head in many situations. Its just that....I can't help but take a silent retributive justice sometimes.....

I only have 4 people that I consider enemies, and 2 of them I only feel obligated to mark as an enemy because of a dislike my mother/sister hold for them.

The other two have either forced a hand to bring me into depression/suicidal thoughts or have helped in doing so; rebuilding the wall as I tear it down, and also forcing others to believe their opinions without considering that they could be wrong.

Proven scientific fact has been proven wrong before, does that mean your proven facts are true?

Ironic, because you cannot really deny that statement.

What if what I'm doing is wrong? What if my entire reason is a fallacy?

I derive strength from pain. I fuel my determination with lost hope. too far down to climb out now.....no looking back now...